California soooul.

You know what. Fuck it. I'm just gunna have fun. Work hard play hard motherfuckers. You only live once.

YIELD.

This week has been way too rowdy. But it's so hard to slow down. And, I suck horribly at being single. I've stepped into getting my heart broken way too much. Vulnerability is awful. I hope I get more common sense starting this week. Because, I need it back. Regardless, this week was awesome.

2010 still rocks.

Out of bad things, come better things. So bring on the bumps in the road. I'm ready to speed right over them.

3 steps forward, 2 steps back.

As long as I'm taking more steps forwards then backwards, that's all that matters right? I wish guys didn't suck. Or maybe I just suck. Probably the latter. Yes this is my first debby downer entry in awhile. Today is a new day. If i go to bed.

Hi life!

I love how everything just falls into place. 2010 just keeps gettin better and better. FUCK 2010!!!!

It takes a dedicated hand to put it through the wall.

I'll make a fist and not a plan. I'll break it just because I can.

Blaow.

This is out of character for me lately but I just had to say,
I have a rad family. In fact I have two rad families, who help me through anything I need, and are genuine hearted people. And a rad job. And a rad life. And I'm going to be back to shooting photos for a local paper. Starting photography and graphic design soon. Gunna go to the Philippines and get my skate on and kick it with rad people haha. Whaddya finger? My life ain't so shit after all. In fact I love it. Hi Saskatoon! I love you!

(suck it)

Sometimes you just gotta let it out. That felt so good to say.
But hey. In the end. Errbody's happy. And Happy endings are rad.

But happy beginnings are so so beautiful :)

The stars were pretty tonight.

Tonight, in my eyes, was the epitome of perfect. I'm deeply in a dreamy state of mind. Thank you lord. You've answered a few of my prayers the last few days.

Yum.

And to think that I thought that how I lived and was treated was normal. My eyes are so open and full of life that I never want to close them.

Avatar is a sick movie. Think Ferngully...if it were 3D. Epic as shit.

Lesson of the last 2 weeks.

If you don't want your feet to get stomped on. Then don't stick out your feet. And keep your shoes on.

But sometimes, if you take the chance, It's easier to dance with your shoes off.

I'ma keep flyin.

Because I am unstoppable.

The day is brighter when accompanied by smiles.

Today a stranger came up to me at the roastery, and thanked me for smiling. He then proceeded to hand me a note, which said "I can only hope you have good people in your life. I just want to say thanks for everything your smile makes me smile."

Yes it could be strange to some people. But to me it just made me smile. I think people are wonderful. And I think making people smile is the most amazing gift you can give to anyone, whether you know them or not. If we all did that every day the world would be so much brighter. It made my day brighter.

But I am just that lucky. Because I am surrounded by people who make me smile. I met someone wonderful. They made me smile ear to ear today right before that :) Today is just a really beautiful day.

The past is the past, you can't change it, but you can leave it in the past.

Hello all you awesome people. I just wanted to say that, I am trying my uttermost damn hardest, to just live life, and be me. I was someone I wasn't proud of years ago. The truth is, that person is not me anymore. And hasn't been me for about 3 years. So could you all stop bugging me, and let me just live my life. Gracias. The most I can do is ask. If you choose not to, then I suppose that is your own choice. But do yourself and I a favour. There are much better things in the world we can devote our time to.

I get by with a little help from my friends.

Last night I suddenly woke up in a fury of fear and panic. I thought I was dead. It was the scariest moment of my life.
But I pushed it aside, went back to sleep. And woke up happy.
I've never held my head so high. And it feels amazing. I feel 7 feet taller.

Head on straighter than eva.

"just gotta remember to never settle for anything less than my dreams. Keep striving to live the good life, keep skating, keep shooting photos, and never forget what's made me, me."

Self dignity is the shit. And it's nice to be able to think clear and trust myself not to make the same petty childhood mistakes. This time, single life, you will not own me. I will own you.

Girlbros and Brobros. Bro-in fo sho sho.

Ugh. Identity crisis.
Think I'm goin crazy sometimes.

Writing is an art in which I missed.

I may raise eyebrows. But you know what? I'm okay with that. The morrow comes and Alison and I are job hunting. Tomorrow is a new day. Haller.

If the socks don't fit, change them.

Today I learned that all I need to make sure I do is love myself. And as long as I do that, everything's going to be okay.

There is no reason why every day can't be fun and amazing.

I had the most amazing night. It made me open my eyes to the upcoming happiness at home, and I'm glad I was able to fall into a big cushion of love and fun. I can't emphasize how lucky I am to be around such amazing people. I came out here devastated and they took me by the hand and pulled me to my feet instantaneously and gave me all the support in the world. I look forward to enrolling in school and just staying here for awhile, getting on my own two feet and developing myself back into the optimistic happy person I once was. I will never let anyone bring me down ever again. I'm in love. With Saskatoon.

Oh yes. I'm a bubble of colors today. Thats how I see the world today. Happy New Years everybody. Love.

love sweet love.

Omgomgomg I love home so much. I'm so happy to be back. I lovelovelove you guys, you are the raddest. I'm so lucky to have all of you for friends and thank you so much for being here for me. The fam is together again! I missed you guys so much!!!

Life is an open path leading to anywhere I want to pave it. I will never plummet it into a dark valley of tears, tar, and pain and devious villains ever, EVER again. I'm going to reign it on clouds and plant pretty flowers and sprinkle rainbow drops as I run into the sun and far away. I'm just going to live life until it's overflowing with smiles and hugs. I love my home. And I can't wait to see you.

aaaand my mommymotherlovliest is putting me back into dance class. A frolicking here i cometh! =D