Wednesday, March 30, 2011


You are my right dose of medicine for this bad case of bummed that I have right now. Somehow life aligned the timing just right. I just want to hold you for millions of straight hours right now.

Thursday, March 24, 2011

Why does my job rock socks?

I get paid 100$ to shoot photos of the people I love, and get drunk for free. I get paid to party baby.

People used to ream me out for not charging enough for shooting photography.
Work with passion, and it will pay off in the long run.
The more I shoot, the better I get, and one day I'll get paid what I deserve.

This is why I would never settle for an office job.
Life's too short to sit on your ass, slave for the man, or do something you hate.
Why make rich people richer?

It's inevitable that some of my money will go somewhere I don't want it.
But it's a small price to pay to spread a message.

I want to change the world.

Happiness makes you healthy.

My bird Hercs, is not only the happiest bird I know, but he's the happiest being I know. He recently turned 11 years old, and he is the healthiest of all 12 birds I have owned. A budgie's average life span is 8-10 years. There are 6 left now, and he's still the strongest, most energetic of all those little buggers. Why? Because he doesn't give a fuck. He chirps his heart out all day and plays with the other birds. So if you want to be a happy, healthy, still gettin laid grandma/grampa, get your chirp on. Be happy.

Be different. Everybody's doin it.

Wednesday, March 23, 2011

If ignorance is bliss, give me some, I want to get high.

Stirrups. That don't stretch. Fall down when I bend over. And the crotch is bound to rip soon. David will love them.

A loonie for your thoughts.

I'm a little insane and I don't give a shit.

Tuesday, March 22, 2011


New template fools. Dig a little.

Matching nails? Pah!

Monday, March 21, 2011


I don't make a lot of money, but I love everything I do.
If i'm not doing what I love, I'm spending time with you.
My sapphires are the sky, my rubies are your heart.
The only time that I feel poor, is when we're far apart.
A book is full of words, words are full of thought.
I close my eyes to sleep and I've found everything I've sought.
Your love's more pure, than any given carat.
A kiss is far more greater than the money I'll inherit.

I want no fancy car, I want no fancy house.
I can lose those all as easy, as this dirt stain on my blouse.
Screw Vuitton, screw Chanel and even screw Dior.
Every pretty thing I need to see, is lying out my door.
Gold reflects the wicked, it's as precious as my ass.
My heart is in my soul, yours is in your trash.
Have your money, here, you can even have the world.
It'll only be forgotten once all chaos has unfurled.


Thursday, March 17, 2011

Wednesday, March 16, 2011

As for happy posts.

I'm a month and a half away to freedom. I love you.

You help me remember that there's a silver lining to this cloud, and all of this makes me further realize how lucky I am to have you. You are the most amazing kind-hearted person I know.

I appreciate you so much.

Thank you for being here for me and constantly encouraging me. You mean the world to me David.


Also thank you to the friends who have been here for me. Thank you for hanging out with me even during my down-times.

Mom, I love you. Thank you for helping me through my struggles as a student and helping me get through school. It means so much to me. I promise to be more helpful while I'm here as much as I can.

Monday, March 14, 2011


Life is beginning to feel mundane again and it's time to make a new list of goals. I accomplished most from my last list so I'm assuming it helps.

-Time management
- Less facebook
-More raw veggie diet
-Income tax
-Pack for winnipeg
- Exercise yet more
- Get filming
- Look into photo jobs
- Get better paying job for the summer
- Apply for photog at the Sheaf? backup plan? Although I really want to get out of the city this year
-Pwn school for the next month
- Pwn lots during the week, play on weekends....skate skate skate, shoot shoot shoot, drank drank drank, volunteer?

This is good enough for now. I'll make a new list when I'm in WPG and have a diff viewpoint on things.

Sorry if the blog is boring folks but I'm in not giving a fuck mode. Gotta get my shit together.

I can't wait.

Until you know how it feels to be treated the way you treat me. One day you'll need me and you'll wish you never treated me this way. Because I'll remember your cold stare and voice forever. Your stupid ego will do you in.

Drivin Life.

You would never drive your car to the grocery store looking behind you the whole way. You would most likely crash.

Thursday, March 10, 2011

Here comes the sun. It's alright.

My budgies have always been the ones to cheer me up whenever I am down. For some reason I never expected to ever have to sit down and cheer them all up in order to make them sing again.

Wednesday, March 9, 2011

You think you know me sir.

You bring out the monster in me. You know who that monster is? It's you. Reincarnated in me.

You know nothing about me. Or my "little world." Nor do you legitimately try to really understand anything about me or my life. You don't even see the tip of the ice berg. All you see is a mirage created by your own eyes. Every glance you take at me, every sound wave of my words that travel to your ears, I can tell is registering through your brain like a computer, analyzing everything. I am not a computer virus. I am not the weather. I am your daughter.

When can you throw me out in the streets you say?
Isn't that what you used to do to old computers, and old weather equipment when you get sick of them, and they don't suite your lifestyle anymore? Right. You throw them out on the streets. I am well more than sure that if mom wasn't around that would be the first thing you would do. Which is why I have such a deep rooted anger towards you. This is why you bring out my inner monster. Because I know the only love you have for me is because my mother loves me, because you are expected by society to love me, because she would hate you if you threw me away. But you, yourself, her aside, could really give two damns about me. Don't worry. I'll be well out of your life soon.

Tuesday, March 8, 2011

Ok that's it!

When the hell did the frown clown eat my pie and give me candy corn? Time to pump the volume up on the vibe controls.

What is the next step?

I'm so used to my life moving fast paced. School is so slow. What do you do when everything seems boring? School's boring. Partying's boring. Home's boring. When I'm with you everything is so fun. Sleeping is fun. Waking up is fun. Eating is fun. Showering is fun. Fun is fun. I'm so in love with life with you that everything else is now boring haha. Except for maybe snowboarding. One more month and some. Life will be hella rad :)

Friday, March 4, 2011

Thursday, March 3, 2011

All I can think about

is how much I love you.

Materialism is only good for one thing:

Wiping my ass.

People always tell me that my blog is dark.

If I make my background neon pink, will that brighten your day?

Less party. More bullshit.

I'm sick of being just associated with "PARTY" and "PHOTOS" when I'm in Saskatoon. Perhaps I just want to veg out, hang, watch movies, snowboard, skateboard, go to an art gallery, listen to a good hip-hop album, go on a random road trip.........anything bro.

Winnipeg it's been 2 days and I miss you already.
I miss my babe. I miss my crews.

Wednesday, March 2, 2011

Ticks and tocks.

The past is gone, the future ain't here yet. Live now.