I am losing my mind.
I am not happy.
Everything bores me.
I hate being broke.
My life at home breaks me.
I am losing the things that are closest to me.
I am getting shut down from things I work hard for.
I don't know what to do with myself.
I don't know how to be happy anymore.
I miss my baby already. He gave me kisses every morning I went downstairs and visited him at the cage. He would run towards my finger as soon as I called him and give my finger kisses. He would kiss my lips if I let him, and let me feed him all sorts of stuff. I miss him so much. He passed a less than an hour ago but the emptiness is already there.
I just wish I could figure out how to be happy again. Without having to force myself to feel happy.
Some day.
Hopefully soon.
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